Random Thoughts

I never could have imagined that I would be able to spend so much time with you. It was, as I told you one of the more memorable times I've had for quite a while now. Each minute spent with you made me realize more why I feel this way for you. Every second that we're together re-affirmed the fact that you are the source of my strength, the driving force that gets me through, and the thought of you makes me look forward to the days ahead.

But as they say, all good things must come to an end and our time together is no exception. Us parting ways was extra difficult because you'd have to leave for Iloilo and stay there for the next couple of weeks (months even!) and we won't be able to see each other.

Sometimes I wonder what if things worked out differently, if you'd just say "Yes," we wouldn't have had the opportunity to spend as much time as we did but conversely we wouldn't have had to part ways. Now, when I think about it I would have preferred that you stayed here so that we could meet up whenever we wanted. I'm sorry I know I'm being selfish but I'm just saying what I feel/think.

Now that you're miles away, I've been telling myself to go on with my life. I've been trying hard to get you off my mind just so that I'd be able to go through my daily tasks. I've been trying to fight away the feelings of depression and loneliness but it's really hard.

I just hope and pray that we'll be able to see each other in April just like we planned. Hope everything works out so that we'll be able to spend more time together. Until then we'll just have to make do with texting/calling each other. I miss you terribly. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.

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