..............
I didn't expect that it was going to be this painful but I guess in life you really could not be a 100% sure.
I always thought that when the time came I'd be able to handle it. Sure it would be painful but not this much, I guess I totally underestimated my feelings for her.
In the short span that we've been together she has totally turned my life upside-down and inside-out. She was the breath of fresh air that I badly needed. She was my relief from the stressed out routine of everyday living. Her messages were the inspiration that kept me moving from point A to B. Everything was picture perfect, oh how I cherished the days that we were together...
But as they say all good things must come to an end...
I'm not expecting her to give up anything, I'm just asking that I be given the chance to prove how much she means to me. I was told to take into consideration the consequences of what we were doing. How people around us would feel if ever they found out but have you considered how I would feel if I lost you....Damn! I hate goodbyes!
This is so difficult, on one hand I know that I can't complain or demand of her because I simply don't have the right to. On the other hand though I'm praying, hoping and am at the brink of begging that she give our relationship another chance.
I'm just not ready to let go....not yet honey
I always thought that when the time came I'd be able to handle it. Sure it would be painful but not this much, I guess I totally underestimated my feelings for her.
In the short span that we've been together she has totally turned my life upside-down and inside-out. She was the breath of fresh air that I badly needed. She was my relief from the stressed out routine of everyday living. Her messages were the inspiration that kept me moving from point A to B. Everything was picture perfect, oh how I cherished the days that we were together...
But as they say all good things must come to an end...
I'm not expecting her to give up anything, I'm just asking that I be given the chance to prove how much she means to me. I was told to take into consideration the consequences of what we were doing. How people around us would feel if ever they found out but have you considered how I would feel if I lost you....Damn! I hate goodbyes!
This is so difficult, on one hand I know that I can't complain or demand of her because I simply don't have the right to. On the other hand though I'm praying, hoping and am at the brink of begging that she give our relationship another chance.
I'm just not ready to let go....not yet honey
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