Indecision
I guess it does come in everybody's life, this thing they call QUARTER LIFE CRISIS. At 25 years I've come to a point where I don't exactly know what to do with my life. I mean don't get met wrong Im not complaining, but for some reason I sense that I need a major change in my lifestyle. It's as if there's something that I need to do, achieve, change, I just couldn't get a grasp as to what it is.
One thing, I've been planning to go abroad and pursue my career. Some of my colleagues will be flying to Dubai this February 2 and I was thinking of following them probably by March or April with some of my other officemates. But the thought of leaving my family, friends, loved one makes me second guess whatever decision I've made regarding this matter. Of course we should strive to improve our status in life but I just don't think I'll be able to leave everything that I've got here and try my chances in a foreign land. So Im caught up between the thought of advancing my career, living the good life as they say or staying here with the ones I love and living a "so-so", lifestyle. Thus the indecision....
Also, at 25 ideally I would have wanted to have my own family. April and I have had our relationship running for about 7 years and 4 months. We've been through almost everything and some. I really would want to settle down with her and start our own family but then there's the question of are we ready to take on this major responsibility. For one, I don't think that we're financially stable to start our own family. Add to that the fact that we've been having some issues this past few months. I truly hope we could get past everything and stay strong because I really would want to spend the rest of my life with her.
One thing, I've been planning to go abroad and pursue my career. Some of my colleagues will be flying to Dubai this February 2 and I was thinking of following them probably by March or April with some of my other officemates. But the thought of leaving my family, friends, loved one makes me second guess whatever decision I've made regarding this matter. Of course we should strive to improve our status in life but I just don't think I'll be able to leave everything that I've got here and try my chances in a foreign land. So Im caught up between the thought of advancing my career, living the good life as they say or staying here with the ones I love and living a "so-so", lifestyle. Thus the indecision....
Also, at 25 ideally I would have wanted to have my own family. April and I have had our relationship running for about 7 years and 4 months. We've been through almost everything and some. I really would want to settle down with her and start our own family but then there's the question of are we ready to take on this major responsibility. For one, I don't think that we're financially stable to start our own family. Add to that the fact that we've been having some issues this past few months. I truly hope we could get past everything and stay strong because I really would want to spend the rest of my life with her.
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